for once,it returned to me.. :')

its been so long since i update my dear blog. sorry blog. i was not in mood for quite a while. :') my life was so dull and empty since my mother left me 4 years ago. for some time, i was happy being here at IPGM KDRI. but eventually, it turn out to be the same like in high school.

i dunno, is it me? or what?? :'( my friends, i feel like they are getting further and further away from me.. im sad, very sad.. but, i know, im not suppose to be sad.. Alhamdulillah, Allah send this beautiful lady to colour my life again; im happy.. but, i was to happy untill i forget the purpose of Him sending her to me. :( then she was taken away from me, i dont really can accept it. but, i have to swallow it bit by bit. even if its killing me. but, Alhamdulillah, we became bestfriend and live our lives happier than before. we are bestfriend, yet we still like couple. :)

im trying to change to become a better person as she is there to help me.. and, from time to time, i am changing... :) thank you. a friend in need is a friend indeed.