Perempuan ini..

MARYAM BINTI EMBONG

huhu..mesti korang tertanya-tanya sape Maryam binti Embong kan?? well,die adalah orang paling aku sayang kt atas dunia nih..die jugak la buat idop aku penuh warna warni dengan suka duka kami bersama..aku still ingat lagi,mase kecik2 dlu,umo 7 taon,skola darjah satu,balik lewat skola,balik jalan kaki beb..kena tinggal sebab duk asyik sgt duk memain ngan kawan2 kat kawasan perhimpunan sampai c Maryam ni dah balik pon bleh x sedar..kui3..sampai je umah.. PANG!!! kena tampar beb..kui3.. yg lagi best an,mase aku darjah 5 kalo x silap,maklum la,dah beso ckit ni mule ar main jauh skit petang2..dlu main dpan umah,skunk dah pndai pegi umah kwn main kt kg dorang..huhu..biase la dak laki,mase kecik xde la keje lain kalo ngan kwn2,mesti main bola lah~ x kan main congkak lak kan..hehe..(aku main je congkak pon...) ade la satu hari tu aku duk main bola ngan kawan2 sampai maghrib baru ingat nak balik..hehe.. dalam ati mule dah rase x sedap ati..dup dap dup dap...    

                            "kali ni ape plak aku nak kena ngan ummi eh? ritu dah kena rotan,tampar dah kena,ape agi eh?susah nk agak kali ni...harap2 x trok sangat mcm ritu"

tu la bermain dalam kepala aku sepanjang "on the way" balik...huhu..smpai dpn umah,fuhh! punye la ketar lutut nk masok....hnya Tuhan je taw prasaan aku time tu..nk pendekkan citer,aku kena rotan ngan hanger beb kt peha aku...

enough with the side story,back to the topic..huhu..

Actually, Maryam ni sape agi kalo bukan org yg lahirkan aku stelah sperm Mohamed Izhar b. Hassan bergabung ngan ovum si Maryam nih...hehe..Shes my mother..ummi aku ni lahey pada 16 Disember 1951.. ummi aku adelah seorang guru..dah brape byk skola die ngajar..yg aku igt,sk tok dir,ampuan maryam,sk bukit tunggal n last skali sk bukit tumbuh...ummi aku kawen pada umor 28 taon,mase tu an,abah aku baru je 18 taon..giler kan??? tapi tu la kenyataannyer...anak pertama lahey pada 1980,mohammad rafie..then 1981 lak lahey lak sorang agi,mohammad hafiz..next year,1982 lahey lak si fatimah asma ni..pastu lahey lak fatimah salihah on 1983..rehat staon,lahey lak nurul akmal on 1985...still x ckup,lahir lak nurul hasanah,1986....then selang 4 taon (x larat kot byk sgt...kui3...),lahey lak si nor syakirah,1990...selang agi 2 taon,kuar la anak bongsu die ni,maybe dah ummi dah x larat kot..lagipun anak2 dah besor pnjang n byk keje nak buat..so maybe xde mase..yang last ni diberi name ahmad syafiq..hehehe...

me, my sisters, my mom and dad XD
   

mase aku form 3,satu kejadian yg mmg aku x kan lupekan sampai bile2...on 16 Mei 2007,ummi aku meninggal sebab paru2 kronik...2 minggu duk hospital..malam sblom masok hospital tu aku n my dad je yg ngah terjaga..first batok berdarah..igt biase je,sbb dari dlu agi mmg batok berdarah..x sangka lak dah smpai trok camni..then i follow my dad pegi hantar ummi ke hospital..aku mmg dah x tahan sgt time tu..dari umah smpai ummi aku masuk wad,aku x stop nangis..law korang,mak korang,orang yg paling korang syg,korang rapat,sgla masalah citer kat die,tetibe masuk ospital..mmg ar sedeyh kan?? ummi aku masuk ospital 2 minggu je..lam 2 minggu tu aku n kakak aku,nor syakirah bergilir jaga ummi kat ospital..nak kate letih tu,memang letih yang teramat...ulang alik dari umah,nk study agi..keje skolah ag..nk jaga ummi agi..tapi nak buat camna,untuk ummi aku,x skola pun xpe...aku x kesah kena denda,result trok or x siap kerja skolah..yang penting nak tgk ummi aku sihat..tapi aku mula x sedap ati lepas 1 minggu ummi duk kt ospital..ummi mula brubah..ummi jadi pendiam sgt...degil...lam 1 minggu tu ummi just bercakap bile perlu je..hati aku rase lain,

"Knape ummi jadi mcm ni??something akan terjadi kat ummi ke??xkan la ummi dah nak tinggalkan kitorang??"

tu la lam kpale aku mase tu..

ummi still dengan prangai die,xnak mkn ubat..xnak mkn...time doktor cek pon degil..kitorang terpaksa berkeras ngan ummi,pegang tangan die..pgang ummi spya x byk bergerak..semakin hari condition ummi smakin trok,ummi mule x kenal orang lagi..

"Awak anak sape?? mane mak awk?? mari sini wat ape??"

kitorang terkejut sangat bile ummi tnya camtu kat kitorang,anak2 die..sampai aty ummi dah x kenal lagi anak2 die..tapi kitorang faham knape ummi kate camtu..ummi x sedar die kate camtu..aku taw ummi xkan kate cmtu kat anak2 dier..last day seblom masuk wad CCU..time tu turn aku jage ummi..ummi panggey aku,berbisik ngan aku ;

"adik,antra anak ummi,adik la hok ummi paling sayang....adik jaga diri molek,dengar ckap kakok2,ubat adik tu jgn lupe makan..ummi rase ummi x lame doh ni..ummi nak adik hepi sokmo,jangan baloh ngan adik bradik,jangan cari pasal..adik budak baik,adik jangan jadi budak nakal,ummi nk ngat tengok adik amik tesl mcm adik kabo ke ummi dlu..bile besor kekgi,adik tolong ar jage kakok2..abg long kawen doh,abg apih xdop sini,jadi tanggungjawab adik ar plok sbagai ank laki ummi hok last skali jaga umah..ni nape hok ummi kabo ni rahsia ummi hok terakhir ngan adik.."

aku x tahan giler time tu,lpas pada tu,stiap kali tgk ummi mesti aku nangis..aku x sanggup doh tgk ummi aku lam keadaan mcm tu..keesokannye,ummi masuk wad CCU..wad tu mcm ICU gop..dalam wad tu,ummi mcm mayat idup,wayar penuh kt ummi..kurus je...mase ni lagi ar aku x sanggup tgk ummi..ummi mcm terseksa dgn wayar2 pnuh kt ummi..3 hari dalam CCU,haru jumaat,7.02pm,ummi meninggal....mlm tu jgk kitorang wat balik ummi ke umah..siap2 kan umah untuk smyg jenazah n sumer2..sempat jgk bermalam kt umah dengan ummi buat kali terakhir..keesokannya,kitorang pergi ke tanah perkuburan bukit tumbuh..sebelum pergi,kitorang adik bradik tgk ummi buat kali terakhir...kitorang kucup dahi ummi,cium pipi ummi..plok ummi erat2...ya ALLAH,knape kau terlalu awal ambik ummi?aku masih perlukan ummi~ idup aku lost tanpa ummi,slain Engkau,die lah tempat aku ngadu sumer masalah aku,tempat aku mengadu suka duka aku..majlis kat tanah perkuburan habis pkul 12 lebih..cikgu razak pon datang..start keesokan harinyer,sampai la hari ni,aku x pernah lagi boleh menangis walaupun sedih mcm mana pon...kerana aku sedar akan tanggungjawab aku skarang...

*ummi,terima kasih kerana jaga kitorang slama ni,adik mintak maaf sebab ummi x sempat tengok adik berjaya,malah x dpt bersama adik semasa adik PMR ritu...adik sayang sgt2 ummi,adik harap ummi slalu ade ngan adik..adik akan slalu doakan ummi...adik akan buktikan adik bleh buat ummi bangga ngan adik..adik nk ganti ummi jadi cikgu..cikgu2 sumer support adik,terima kasih kat ummi...

p/s : Al-fatihah~

SS Exibition [Full coverage]

Social Studies, is a new subject for us TESL students. The subject is about learning the culture and society around us and throughout the world. Our lecturer, sir Dzaki bin Suda, is teaching this subject for our class. He is one of the most respectful lecturers to us. Like every subject, it has its own assignment. For Social Studies, the assignment was making an exhibition about topics given basely about Communication and also Culture and Society. There were eight topics have been given for us to choose. For example, there were Technology and Communication, Early and Modern Communication, Counter Culture and Subculture. Each TESL classes were divided into eight small groups of five. My groups consist of Ahmad Muzakkir, Wan Muhammad Nasir, Wan Muhammad Akmal, Muhammad Faez and me. So, there will be thirty-two groups for the exhibition because this year, TESL has four classes. This exhibition is 30% of 100% marks for this semester Social Studies. We also been given a period of time for finishing this assignment. The exhibition was held on 30^th September 2010 between Ungku Omar Hall and Ibnu Sina Library. The exhibition started at 8.30 in the morning until 1.00 in the afternoon. We need to bring our advertisement board, carrying all of our exhibition things and got to find a place to set up our exhibition according to our TESL group member. Then, the lecturers from English Department start judging our exhibition. One of the judges is mr. Dzaki himself. We were judged from our creativity on setting up the exhibition by using multimedia software, displaying all printed exhibits, realias, and a clear citation of sources and references used. Moreover, we also were judged in the aspect of clear and concise information presented, the content about the topic related to our theme, the message and information intended to deliver and also the fluency and accuracy of language use when presenting or explaining the information to the audience. The audience including the other lecturer and all student of Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia Kampus Dato Razali Ismail.

As for our group, we decided to choose the theme of Communication. According to our theme, there were four topics related to communication. The first topic is about the early and modern communication. In this topic, I can see the difference in mode of communication during the early ages and nowadays. For example, in early ages, people trying to pass information by drawing it on the caves, sending a letter by using a pigeons, the story telling and trying to communicate by using a drums and smoke signal. But nowadays, we use the internet to send emails, instant messaging with friends and even video conferencing to share information. The next topic is about technology and communication. Technology is very useful in improving our communication. From hand-held computer to touch phone, technology advancement in communication are endless and it mode of communication are unlimited. Next is persuasive propaganda. Persuasive propaganda is also an important part of communication. For example, When the government uses the media in an organized and deliberate way to get people to believe about something, when a corporation uses the media in an organized and deliberate way to get people to think that a new type of thing is better than the old, a private group uses the media in an organized and deliberate way to get people to adopt a negative attitude towards immigrants, that is propaganda. The last topic is about leadership and communication. A lot of problems that occur in an organization are the direct result of people fails to communicate. The major problem is fault in communication. This is because it leads to confusion that can cause a good plan to fail. In addition, communication is the exchange of information and ideas from one person to another. It involves a sender transmitting an idea to a receiver. Furthermore, effective communication occurs only if the receiver understands the exact information or idea that the sender transmitted. Moreover, studying the communication process is crucial because it involves coach, coordinate, counsel, evaluate, and supervise throughout the process. It is the chain of understanding that integrates the members of an organization from top to bottom, bottom to top, and side to side. 

Based on the theme chosen, communication that is, our group decided to choose the topic technology and communication. We focused more on the definition of technology and communication, the history of technology, advantages and disadvantages of technology in communication. As a learner and based on our topic about technology and communication, we learn that communication plays a very important role in our life. Furthermore, we need to communicate to each other so that we can share all the knowledge with others. Communication consists of two types, which are a verbal and non-verbal. These two types of communication are very essential in our lesson. Technology can help us in our lesson as a learner. For example, by using computer devices, we can learn best by using the Microsoft office presentation. And also by displaying the diagram, it will give us a much clearer view about some topics in our lessons. Television can give benefits to us as it contain an educational program and channel to be watch. These kinds of educational programs can give very detailed information and a variety of knowledge to be explored to the learner in our lesson and thus, can enhance our thinking skills. In addition, a good communication can ensure the lessons to be done successfully and can fulfil the objectives and the learning outcomes.

It took about two weeks for us to do the preparation for the task. After finishing this task, we learn very details about the relation between technology and communication in our daily life. The invention of technology helps us a lot in our communication. For example, the invention of phones enables us to talk to other people easily as we can use it anytime and anywhere. Cell phones have become a necessity for many people from all walks of life. The ability to keep in touch with family, friends and business associates, and access to email are only a few of the reasons for the increasing importance of cell phones. Today's technically advanced cell phones are capable of not only receiving and placing phone calls, but storing data, taking pictures, and can even be used as GPS. The computer is also is a vital device for us to communicate with others. With the help of the internet, people can chat, email, making a blog for information and can communicate directly with each other. Besides telephone and computer, television is also an important mass media in communication. People can gain information and knowledge by watching the television. Satellite is also plays an important role in communication as it help to send a signal from one device to the other. This clearly indicates that technology is very important to help us in our communication.

After finishing doing this exhibition, I learn a new and a very valuable experience. During the exhibition, all groups were doing a very good job in setting up the exhibition. As I can see, the information and knowledge presented is very clear and detail. So this will make the audience easy to understand what we are trying to explain to them. This exhibition obviously giving me lots of new information and knowledge. The other groups are doing an exhibition about the culture and society. I walk around and try to see what they are trying to present. From their exhibition I know very details about culture with the aid of things related to culture showed. Furthermore, I am able to understand all about the components of culture, cultural change, cultural diversity, about technology and culture, multiculturalism and also four main agents of socialization.

In conclusion, this exhibition gave me a new experience in conducting such big program. It also gives me a very detailed information and knowledge based on the theme that is on communication and also about the culture and society related to our life. Obviously all groups are doing a very good works and hopefully we as a TESL student can always maintain our good works in the future. Well done.

Tahun baru semester baru!

Assalamualaikum sahabat2 sekalian.. :)

dah tahun baru, admin sangat2 excited sbb berjaya sambung ijazah. #alhamdulillah

hari pertama daftar sebagai student ijazah, same old same old procedure lah.. =.=''

malas nak citer panjang lebar sebab post ni bukan tu tujuannye. hehe

tahun baru, mesti korang ade azam baru kan? tapi sebelom tu, azam korang yang lepas da tercapai ke?? ^_^

alhamdulillah, azam admin yang lepas lepas dah pun tercapai..

mesti korang nak tahu ape azam admin yang dah admin capai kan? ;)

ok la, sebab mood admin pon ok, admin akan share la dengan korang sumer ok?

pertamanya azam admin adalah untuk berubah menjadi seorang yang lebih baik inner and outer self. dan, berkat pertolongan tunang admin, admin berjaya. Alhamdulillah. thanks ya ukhti *******! (nama dirahsiakan) XD

keduanya, admin akan beranikan diri dan takkan berharap pada sesape dalam sesuatu perkara. yang ni pon da beres. :) sekarang, admin da banyak buat something on my own without any help from my friends unless I wanted to. :)

yang ketiga, admin berazam akan kerapkan diri solat berjemaah di surai maktap. dan........................ yeay! admin pon berjaya jugak buat n MAINTAIN azam ketiga admin ni saaaampai sekarang. alhamdulillah.

yela, nak berubah jadi baik memang lama.. :) tapi admin berjaya!

tahun baru ni banyak cabaran yang admin lalui sebagai seorang anak, hamba Allah, dan kawan pada kawan2.

tapi, itu tidak menjadi masalah pada admin sebab admin tahu, Allah takkan uji hamba Dia lebih dari apa yang hamba Dia mampu. :')

life is indeed exciting. rugi lah pada mereka yang merosakkan hidup mereka tu.. #sampahmasyarakat

new year, new life, new beginning.
wassalam. 

sem 3 da tamat??? result camna?? o.O

#latepost
Assalamualaikum.. :)
yeay!
tamat sudah so-called asasi kat maktap kedri nih..
Alhamdulillah..
yeay! cuti! cuti! cuti! *lompat lompat*

now its time to rest my mind n body from all the studies and activities.. skrg ni duniaku bersama DoTA la plak! ^_^
exam?? =.=''
alhamdulillah, sumer dapat dijawab dengan baik dan lancar.. :)
igtkan susah, tapi xdela susah sgt.. #sebabdahprepareawalawal

....... 2 bulan kemudian.....

Alhamdulillah.. :')

sudah bergelar sebagai pelajar Ijazah Sarjana Muda dengan Kepujian di maktap kedri..
result?? PM admin la ye sahabat2 sekalian! ^_^
semoga kehidupan dan pembelajaran sebagai bakal guru aku sentiasa diberkati Ilahi dan berjalan lancar. amiin

Sem 3 already..??

time sure fly fast.. :)

pejam celik, pejam celik, dah semester 3 dah..

setelah otak bercuti 3 minggu, tibe lah masanye untuk otak mula bekerja

semester ni ade EXAM..omg~

this examination is our test wether we can continue our studies or not..

minggu first x sangat2 free sebab most of the lecturer terlibat dengan orientation pelajar baru.

minggu kedua plak IPGM KDRI qadha sambutan hari guru. sambutan tu memang superb!

sebab dapat tengok gelagat2 lecturer bersukaneka.. macam jadi budak2 balik.

macam2 persembahan dibuat oleh student untuk menunjukkan penghargaan mereka terhadap lecturer a.k.a cikgu2.. :)

enough with sambutan hari guru.

back to the topic. sem 3.

sem ni kitorang punyer kelas dipindahkan ke "high" class. high class ni bukan bermaksud kelas best, tapi kelas paling tinggi kat IPG nih.. =.='' damn~

dah la line wi-fi x brape clear, nasib baik broadband nyer line laju dari biase! XD

yg bestnye, atas ni x bising sebab kalo bising un, x lain x bukan, kelas kitorang je. haha

more story will be told after this..

-to be continue-